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Who is my neighbor?

Posted on December 25, 2017 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

Luke 10:25-37 The Parable of the Good Samaritan 25 On one occasion an expert in the law stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit Continue Reading →

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Our Wedding Day October 17,2014

Posted on October 16, 2017 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

It’s been 3 years of what could of,should of been joy. All I have left are ashes, memories and photographs. I wish I could say that I look back at Continue Reading →

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Grief Rebutted: Part 3- Say what you need to say

Posted on October 17, 2016 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

Take out of your wasted honor Every little past frustration Take all your so called problems Better put them in quotations Say what you need to say………. Lyrics by John Continue Reading →

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Grief Rebutted: Part 2 – Love Intentionally

Posted on December 28, 2015 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

1 Peter 1: 22Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth so that you have sincere love for each other, love one another deeply, from the heart. 1 Continue Reading →

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Por siempre en mi corazón, mi amor

Posted on December 16, 2015 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

In so many ways I dreaded the fact of the arrival of this day. So now the entire circle of the sun has been made. I had already seen her Continue Reading →

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What I would say to her………….

Posted on December 8, 2015 by John McFadden — 2 Comments ↓

I was just thinking about a notion that C.S. Lewis offered in a book called The Four Loves and so I dug it out of my brain and googled it: Continue Reading →

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Questions……..and a few answers

Posted on December 7, 2015 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

I arrived back in Cozumel on December 6th 2015. For some time , perhaps 6 months I have been thinking and pondering whether I would come back to this place Continue Reading →

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The Secret Wedding. 6.23.2014

Posted on June 23, 2015 by John McFadden — 3 Comments ↓

He chuckled at the memory, and then, in the instant, tears were burning in his eyes and rolling down his cheeks. That was always the way of grief: laughter and Continue Reading →

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The Proposal: May 20 2014

Posted on May 20, 2015 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

A year ago today I asked Lindsey Rae to be my wife. It was 18 days after The Kiss. I had talked to my friend Josh Stokes who is a Continue Reading →

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The Kiss – May 2nd 2014

Posted on May 2, 2015 by John McFadden — 6 Comments ↓

1st John 4: 16-18 God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them. 17This is how love is made complete among us so that we Continue Reading →

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Mexican Cop Experience

Posted on April 20, 2015 by John McFadden — 1 Comment ↓

(More Digression I guess this could be Part 1a) Here is a link to Part 1 When we got back to Tamarindo Bed and Breakfast after our 2 dives Friday Continue Reading →

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Change the Channel – Grief Rebutted: Part 1

Posted on April 9, 2015 by John McFadden — 2 Comments ↓

Grief Rebutted                            Part 1 Romans 13: 8 Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another……………. The Sunday night before Continue Reading →

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Lindsey’s Easter Vessel

Posted on April 6, 2015 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

Lindsey’s Easter Vessel Jesus’ last words were: “It. Is. Finished.” Mark and I did not plan it out this way, but as so many things since Lindsey died it seems Continue Reading →

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Continuing process on Lindsey’s Final Resting Place

Posted on April 1, 2015 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

The work continues on the final resting place for Lindsey Quite a few issues were encountered and problems had to be solved. Mark has done an amazing job and it Continue Reading →

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Solace in The Studio

Posted on March 22, 2015 by John McFadden — 1 Comment ↓

  Solace in the Studio When I arrived in Florida at the studio, upon entering the “Compound” as we lovingly refer to this enormous space, I was greeted by Mark Continue Reading →

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HuffPost Live Interview with Nancy Redd

Posted on March 20, 2015 by John McFadden

I was asked earlier this week if I would participate in a discussion hosted by Nancy Redd on a HuffPost Live streamed interview with a woman who also lost her Continue Reading →

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Lindsey’s Final Resting Place

Posted on March 19, 2015 by John McFadden

I left last friday March 13 from Minneapolis and headed down to my friend and mentor Mark Lindquist’s studio in northern Florida. (www.lindquiststudios.com). I have worked with Mark on many Continue Reading →

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Anniversary of our Meeting with KC

Posted on March 18, 2015 by John McFadden

A Year Ago Today March 18, 2014   A year ago today at 3:30pm was the first time I had seen Lindsey in since the previous Summer (2013). The occasion Continue Reading →

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Daring to Dream Again

Posted on March 8, 2015 by John McFadden

Today is 3 months since Lindsey McFadden passed away. I can say I am a bit better than I was last week. This slow dawning that every dream we had Continue Reading →

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Cocoons and Butterflies

Posted on March 8, 2015 by John McFadden

That smile she wore was born from sadness The strength she possessed was earned through feeling weak The fear of being ugly and her sadness inside She turned into beauty Continue Reading →

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Sweat Equity

Posted on March 5, 2015 by John McFadden

So this blog is not in any kind of order really it is a stream of consciousness while I try and get thru this grief. So many days lately I Continue Reading →

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Envenomation

Posted on March 1, 2015 by John McFadden

Grief is the envenomation of my heart by death It is poison coursing thru my bloodstream that works its way out of me thru moans, anguish, tears and sorrow. Death Continue Reading →

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Broken Arrows

Posted on February 24, 2015 by John McFadden

Psalm 127: 3-5 3Children are a heritage from the Lord,offspring a reward from him.4Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are children born in one’s youth.5Blessed is the man Continue Reading →

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Slow Motion Video of our Wedding Day

Posted on February 21, 2015 by John McFadden

Thanks goes out to Greg Silker for shooting this video and for his boys for editing it. I hope you enjoy another little peek into the most lovely day of Continue Reading →

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Our story made the Daily Mail in the UK!

Posted on February 21, 2015 by John McFadden

Here is the link to the piece in the Daily Mail, I have always liked the way they sorta do things. It’s not pure journalism and they even took liberties Continue Reading →

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Richard’s account of our story

Posted on February 15, 2015 by John McFadden

During the process of being interviewed for the story that appeared on Valentines Day in the Pioneer Press, Molly Guthrie the writer asked me for tons of documents and accounts Continue Reading →

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Our story on Valentines Day in the Newspaper

Posted on February 14, 2015 by John McFadden

Her final chapter was one we wrote together. Where the dreams of her life coalesced into a beautiful present, full of love, joy, professional and academic accomplishment. The day she Continue Reading →

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A moving Picture Story of our Life Together

Posted on February 13, 2015 by John McFadden

A picture is worth a thousand words it has been said, well here are a thousand pictures at least that leave me speechless. Thank you to Joe Peterson for your Continue Reading →

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ALejandra Ramirez’s Letter to Lindsey

Posted on February 8, 2015 by John McFadden

Amazing times we live in. I found Alejandra in my friends of friends list on FB. This is her account of Lindsey’s final day. It’s a tender 3rd person account Continue Reading →

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Grief

Posted on January 13, 2015 by John McFadden

Grief. The saddest state of human-ness. The base narcissistic curled up fetal position miserable pain in which I find myself scares me and calls me to question every feeling and Continue Reading →

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A man can always Dream

Posted on January 10, 2015 by John McFadden

Lindsey and I had been emailing and texting for a few weeks prior to this meeting. Writing about our experiences of owning property and the risk/reward of that and about Continue Reading →

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Love is never in vain

Posted on January 9, 2015 by John McFadden

January 8, 2015 It’s been a month now since Lindsey passed away. I’m still in bad way and don’t really know when I will be better and frankly most of Continue Reading →

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Integration

Posted on December 29, 2014 by John McFadden

1 Peter 4:8 “Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. ” Lindsey tried to tell me a few times about her previous “history” Continue Reading →

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A bridge too far……..

Posted on December 28, 2014 by John McFadden

I met Lindsey for the first time on August 5th 2013. Marie Wichmann is my friend Paul Wichmann’s younger sister. I have know Marie since she was 15 years old. Continue Reading →

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Our Final Moments

Posted on December 11, 2014 by John McFadden — Leave a reply

*This blog entry is the first one and has been edited from my original status update on FaceBook about midnite December 10, 2014   Lindsey McFadden passed away on Monday Continue Reading →

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Recent Posts:

  • Who is my neighbor?
  • Our Wedding Day October 17,2014
  • Grief Rebutted: Part 3- Say what you need to say
  • Grief Rebutted: Part 2 – Love Intentionally
  • Por siempre en mi corazón, mi amor

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